Two Things

I’m just letting my mind run its course tonight. Today is one of those days that I would want to make sense... I’m just glad that God impressed in my heart to just be with family today. 

There are so many things running in my head... and they’re just running. 

I’m honestly grateful beyond measure. I’m experiencing so much grace from God, as well as my family. I’m enjoying the presence of my family so much, too — from the kids to the new kitten. My family and me received, is receiving endless blessings in so many ways. Praise You Father for all that you’ve done! You are faithful, loving, gracious... 

There’s a couple of things though — one is my business, the other is my husband (or the lack of it).

I’m thinking of how to grow my business by maximizing the tools, videos and corporate events. I totally understand that a certain level of personal touch and relationship is important, but I seriously want to grow leaders that are self-motivated, empowered and productive. I’m also concerned with growing leaders and organizations — I feel like I’m not capable. But earlier... God reminded me to rejoice in my weakness, because that’s when His glory and power will be made known. So, LORD — the thing here now is for me to obey you. Empower me to obey You, Lord. Grant me the grace to do Your will. Thank you for that reminder, Lord.

Second, my husband. I’m thinking a lot about it/him lately. I just pray for him right now. I’m not in the position to seek him out, I’m just in the position to pray for him and wait. I’m honestly just curious with how You’ll reveal us to each other, Lord. I honestly pray for him to become a wonderful friend, mentor, leader, discipler, provider and protector for me. Nothing compares to You though, Lord. That man will just be your human counterpart Lord in a lot of ways. Thank you for the fulfillment and joy of being in your presence, Lord. I’m blessed beyond measure that I’m enjoying You, Lord, as a single person. 

Even now that I’m not really doing a good thing by staying up late, I’m blessed to know and I’m assured of your presence, Lord. Thank you!