Priorities

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God you're amazing. 
I thank You for continuously refining me in different ways.
Thank you for teaching me the right priorities and right attitude towards living.

I sometimes question the peace I feel despite the actual turmoil of the situation. But by Your grace, I'm comforted and I'm blessed.

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